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starfruits.livejournal.comMy dear Routians, I have something important to say if I can spare a moment of your time.
I would like to apologize from the bottom of my heart about making people feel uncomfortable with me, as well as upsetting the playerbase with my attitude and behavior. I didn't mean to make anyone feel that way, but I am only human and I do speak before I think sometimes. I don't intend on using that as an excuse for poor words though.
I think with my heart before my brain, I guess you could say!
It's somewhat of a personal problem I have that I'm working on overcoming. I tend to open my mouth so long before I think that really dumb stuff falls out before I've realized just what I've said. I regret it pretty quickly once I cool off, but I'm such a bumbler with words that it takes me a long while to properly say anything without fear of saying it all wrong and hurting someones feelings again. I don't like conflict and I especially don't like making people feel bad when they've done nothing to deserve it.
I want to change this part of me so I can quit open-mouth-insert-footing myself and damaging friendships, so I ask that you only give me time to put more effort into it.
So again, I'm very sorry. I humbly request that you accept my apology, and I will do my very best to make this discomfort fade and let you trust me again as a fellow player, as well as one of your mods. Thank you for your time in reading this, I appreciate it.
I would like to apologize from the bottom of my heart about making people feel uncomfortable with me, as well as upsetting the playerbase with my attitude and behavior. I didn't mean to make anyone feel that way, but I am only human and I do speak before I think sometimes. I don't intend on using that as an excuse for poor words though.
I think with my heart before my brain, I guess you could say!
It's somewhat of a personal problem I have that I'm working on overcoming. I tend to open my mouth so long before I think that really dumb stuff falls out before I've realized just what I've said. I regret it pretty quickly once I cool off, but I'm such a bumbler with words that it takes me a long while to properly say anything without fear of saying it all wrong and hurting someones feelings again. I don't like conflict and I especially don't like making people feel bad when they've done nothing to deserve it.
I want to change this part of me so I can quit open-mouth-insert-footing myself and damaging friendships, so I ask that you only give me time to put more effort into it.
So again, I'm very sorry. I humbly request that you accept my apology, and I will do my very best to make this discomfort fade and let you trust me again as a fellow player, as well as one of your mods. Thank you for your time in reading this, I appreciate it.
